Only Human On The Inside

In the evening the real me comes alive... A personal blog for very public girl.**** Remember: 'We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars...' Oscar Wilde.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Thesis inspired

Check my thesis blog - linked from this one. As my next post will be there.
Fiona Mc interview needs to be reported ect.
yay

No One to Answer to

I think for a long time now, I've felt like I've been answering to others, or trying to explain myself - to convince myself and others that I'm ok, or that I'm moving forward (my perennial self-requirement). You know, that things are getting better.

No more.

'Cos I've arrived. Not yet at the future - that's a rainbow's end - but at the end of the past. The memories finally begin to fade. The present finally feels more real than the time in which I was drowning.

I've decided not to go to Vancouver, as I still have so many debts to slowly work my way though. I have become the master of my own destiny again, and I choose safety and the reposible choice for now.

Adventure waits. The challenge is to be still for a while. To plod along.

In my family, and in my life, that's so strange as to almost constitute aventure!

Ah, the irony...

The sweet sweet irony...

So, thesis anyone...?